WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, DJINN DUPREE. FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 908.73.557.20 *** djinn&tonic has joined 908.73.557.20 <djinn&tonic> DJ here! This is some old-school stuff huh? | ||||
Page Summary
Style Credit
- Style: Able Constructs for Practicality by
Expand Cut Tags
No cut tags
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR> i forgot you added pb pics to his account and got throat chopped by damiano
Date: 2022-01-03 02:06 am (UTC)look im gonna level with you this is an awkward 'hey how do you tell you have feelings for someone' because the whole human emotions thing was a lot already and i have no idea what i'm fuckin doing
< djinn&tonic > LMAO behold a man!
Date: 2022-01-06 06:51 pm (UTC)Only a matter of time before someone pushed it just right.]
That’s adorable.
Well. I mean. Big sign is wanting to take care of ‘em, wanting to look after somebody just because they’re.. them. Another one is if they make you smile, you know? Like if the person can cheer you up ‘n shit. Make you happy.
Please stop me if none of this is making sense, do I know ‘em?
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR>
Date: 2022-01-06 09:38 pm (UTC)oh.
[Shit. Fuck.
There was no way Phil wasn't... Aware, right? He wouldn't just... Let Rev carry on and not ask, right?
Eventually he starts typing again.]
So...
I'd say this is hypothetical but the whole 'can't currently tell lies' thing makes me want to scream for even thinking about it but
i think you met at the shoot? he mentioned a big ass minotaur but if it was trapper he'd probably comment on the ugly shirts. his name's phil.
he's. i
i dont even know where to begin.
< djinn&tonic >
Date: 2022-01-06 10:36 pm (UTC)[There's a slight pause before his next message comes]
HOLY SHIT THAT MOUTHY GUY?? The one for the carwash photoshoot who kept trying to get naked? That was your boyfriend??!
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR>
Date: 2022-01-06 11:01 pm (UTC)i'm not
he's not my boyfriend. i dont think. i think youre supposed to talk about that bit first and we havent
but yes. that's phil. he's. very good to me and he makes me laugh and i care about him a lot and i just
i think i'm in love with him and have been for a while and i think he knows that but hasn't said anything
< djinn&tonic >
Date: 2022-01-15 06:32 am (UTC)ur in love with him and hes not even your boyfriend??
well.. i mean what made you realize you caught feelings for him? do yall date or just bone? why would he know and not say anything?
wait how long have you been with this guy and i havent been introduced?
or are you even together?
i mean.
okay like him making you laugh and being good to you is MAJORLY important so thats super good. but like i need mroe context 4 sure
aw fuck i made such a bad impression!
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR> cw nsfw references
Date: 2022-01-16 04:31 pm (UTC)[He doesn't type for a long time. Trying to think of the words.]
i dont know if he. does relationships. i think he feels the same way but... if he does, why wouldn't he make it known?
i met him in october. we... started fooling around in november. like yeah we've been having sex and sometimes sharing a bed since then, but... just in a friends way?
i dont think you made a bad impression. he'd have mentioned it if you had.
<djinn&tonic> definitely more nsfw references
Date: 2022-01-17 05:37 am (UTC)maybe he doesnt know that YOU do relationships. ya know? youre a pretty all around sorta guy, honestly like. i deffinately wouldnt have pegged you for a one-and-only kind of dude. maybe you just gotta talk about it.
plus im in... kind of a similar not-dating thing too.
plus PLUS like ya dont share a bed after foolin around if ur just friends. that's some feelings shit rihight there. it's one thing to show a guy your junk. sleeping together? like just sleepin? that's intimacy bro.
even if he don't... feel exactly the same? like even if he aint at the loveydovey stage, it means he trusts you to stick around til morning, and you only do that if you feel like it's worth it. like you want to stay, or want the other guy to.
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR>
Date: 2022-01-17 02:39 pm (UTC)It's... Not just after fooling around. Sometimes we just get dinner and I sleep over during the daylight hours after we watch some bad movies. Does that make it worse?[yes]
I've never done relationships ever before. It's. We don't do them, as a cultural standpoint. You remain unattached until a consort is chosen, or until you choose one.
I... Do want to at least. Try. To talk to him. Worst he can say is no, right?
<djinn&tonic>
Date: 2022-01-17 06:55 pm (UTC)[there's a slight pause.]
we both kinda know the other one cares. neither of us are from big dating kind of cultures either, god i dunno if he even HAS had a relationship with anybody before so like. you know. same but different inexperience. ya dig?
but like... you two already ARE dating. like straight up rev. buddy. my guy. those are dates. little at-home style ones, cozy shit. but ur in a relationship. like yeah you gotta talk to him about it, put a label on, whatever but that's all dating stuff
<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR>
Date: 2022-01-18 03:10 am (UTC)i'm glad. you always seem so happy around each other.
[he has to slam his head on his desk a bit before he gets to the rest.]
I hired someone to cook him dinner on the roof of the bar so we could see the fireworks I'm so fucking stupid
<djinn&tonic> cw: time relevant homophobia? if you squint
Date: 2022-01-19 06:42 pm (UTC)Dude.
That's fucking gay.
< djinn&tonic >
Date: 2022-01-19 06:45 pm (UTC)<PREMIUM_EVERCLEAR>
Date: 2022-01-21 03:30 am (UTC)i'll do it. i'm going to go talk to him. i'm going to go now
<djinnandtonic>
Date: 2022-01-23 02:11 am (UTC)